The entire time I was reading this book I was thinking how much I would have loved to have had Cassie as a
student in my middle school classroom. She is, or should be, every teacher’s dream - an intelligent, inquisitive,
sympathetic, independent-thinking young teen. Unfortunately, Cassie didn’t find any teachers in her school who
enjoyed and nurtured her as much as I would have done. Rather, she found school to be hostile and isolationist
with little adult or peer support. Unfortunately, this is too often true.
The book is told through young Cassie’s journal entries. The reader experiences Cassie’s daily harassment and
bullying as she relates the events to "Di." Though she tells the reader that she has not had a good school year
since fifth grade, eighth grade threatens to be the nadir of all school experiences. After choosing not to sing
"I am Proud to be an American" as part of the advanced choir’s program, on the grounds that the song is more
propaganda than patriotic, she is singled out for abuse by both teachers and students.
Chants of "Osama O’Sullivan" and "American Taliban slut" follow her through the halls and rain down on her in
the form of notes that pile up in her locker day after day. The only solace Cassie finds is in her brother, who
is away at college, and his new girlfriend who turns out to be another free spirit and becomes as close as any
sister.
Cassie’s mother and father have raised her to be an intelligent and independent young lady, but she can’t
bring herself to share her school humiliations in full, even with them. It is only when her family retreats for
weekends and holidays to their mountain cabin and her tipi that Cassie can escape her school life.
When things seem to be darkest, and Cassie is suspected of contemplating suicide, she finally finds the
friends she needs, a place to fit in, and possibly a first love - too bad his mommy is a Bible-thumping
conservative.
I read this book cover-to-cover in one sitting and then recommended it to all my middle and high school
teacher friends and their students. Brian Mandabach has truly found the voice and the soul of the outsider
eighth-grade girl. I can’t wait to read his next book.